pictuhs

okay, obviously this is the watch i made.

this is the henna...before you peel that stuff off. that just feels like wet clay on your hands but then you have to sleep with it and in the morning flake it off and it ends up being a yellow-orange-brownish color.


Kari is on the left and Tessa is on the right.

hahaha thats my favorite picture.

oh this history class.

im pretty sure there are only like 5 websites that youre allowed to get on while on the BYU network. so why not catch you fools up while my teacher talks about prince phillip? whoever he is..
we got back from Boise last night at like 945.. it was so fun.. im really glad i went. i think we all definitely needed it. Janelle, didn't come with us..she said the car ride would probably be too long and she would go crazy, but that was like my favorite part. haha. im a dork, but i think its interesting that car rides bring up conversations that you would NEVER otherwise want to talk about.
we did almost die. we stopped at Kari's (pronounced car-eee..not carrie) parents house so that we could switch cars and drive her moms the rest of the way because...lets face it....its kiiiinda a POJ. so we switch out her oldsmobile for an SUV. and as we're driving along, a semi comes up from behind in the lane next to us and then starts getting closer and closer to our lane. so kari scooted over as far as she could without hitting the braille and then he like jerks over sooper fast. into OUR lane. it scared the crap out of me and im glad kari was driving because i probably would have just screamed and hit the brakes..meaning we still would have died because ti was a double trailer. instaed, he ran us off into the median so we were driving in tumbleweeds and grass. it was so stinking scary. it would have made more sense if we were in his blindspot but the fact that he came up from behind, he should've known we were there. people suck at driving.

we went boating with kari's ward on thursday, and then on friday kari and i went to her aunt and uncles house whlie tessa stayed with her sister. her cousins sprayed me in the eye with one of thsoe water things taht are attached to the sink. im not going not to lie...it was kinda awkward. haha but then we played rockband and even though i was playing against a 10 year old, i still sucked at it. then we went shopping and saw a movie and then went back to tessa's sisters house to meet her entire family.
we watched the bucket list, which was kinda dumb and by that point i was SOOO tired. i dont know why, but the entire weekend i just felt like i was going to die from sleep deprivation. then on sunday morning i woke up and my throat reallllly hurt..but i thought it was just from sleeping. welll then it got worse and next thing i knew i was shivering sooo bad. i could not get warm to save my life. so while my rooommates were in like shorts and a tshirt i had on longsleeves and a hoodie. and i still felt like i was sitting in the snow. so we went for a walk to a duck pond before church and i felt like i was going to DIE. i was freezing and tired and i felt like there was cotton inbetween my skin and my blood. its hard to explain, but that was the same feeling i had when i had pneumonia. tehn we went to church. and we made up over half of the congregation. seriously. and then we came home. and now i still feel like death.
i dont erally want to stop writing and rambling becase ive already visited the other 4 websites that are allowed so i guess i will HAVE to listen to my teacher and try to understand. psh who does that? oh well.
adios taco.
oh and ill put up pictures up once my roommate emails me them so you guys can put a face to the name.

oh boring post.

im in class so i definitely shouldnt be writing thsi...
but dude, this class is boring. i think i went into it far behind everyoen else. ...thast what moving does to you, it makes you stupid because different schools teach different things.
oh well.
want to hear my good news moment of the day? my insurance went down like $25!! thast a huge deal. i dont know why it did...but oh well. im not complaining :) now its only like $107 ...hooray!
i reallly need to do laundry today..i havent done it at all since ive been here, and im pretty sure if i wait any longer, my laundry bin will be waaay to heavy to carry. plus, i have no socks.
tonight i have to take my very first college test. annnnd of course, its for htis class. shoot me please.
okay yeah, im a lot more boring than i htought i was..so im gonna quit writing now and maybe pay attention. probably not though.

Because my sister, Marcie, never answers her phone.

i guess i could give some sort of update on my life...for my sisters benefit.

so ill start with school. im only taking 6 credits which is only two classes but its kinda kicking my butt already. just because the assignmetns are so time consuming and im not interested in them. i have to re-write the declaration of independence for one of them and the kids in my group are kinda stupid. not to be mean. we have to read like 12 pages on Word everynight and practically memorize it so we can fill in the blanks the next morning for a quiz. i still dont even know who we were declaring independence from. and that my friends, is a sad truth. in my other class, theere is only 11 people on a good day and my teacher is really crazy about us participatin gin class discussion. i guess she doesnt realize that when she points it out that we're beign quiet, or when she asks obvious questions it makes it worse. so basically i spend the entire hour listening to myself talk because nobody else will say anything. who knows why. i had to write a cover letter asking her to let me in her class. yeah, thats our first writing assignment. who does that? oh well..tomorrow is the peer review where the kids in my class who apparently dont have an opinion or original thought on anything will be grading my paper. cool.

this week for devotional president Erying came. i think thats how you spell his name. so the univeristy asked that classes get out early so everyone who wanted could attend...i couldnt go becasue i didnt get a ticket in time. plus i wouldve had to watch it in a different auditorium being broadcasted which would have been a lot less cool than actually being in the building. but still.
Last night, my roommate invited me to go with her to her friends sisters house to make watches. i havent hung out with her before and i declined her invite to go to jamba the day before so i agreed and it was actually REALLY fun. im going to be honest, i think 99% of the watches look really tacky becasue they are made with huge beads, but it was still pretty cool. she has a trilliion beads to choose from and all of my favorites were the cheap ones :) hooray. the watch i made is in my car, so ill take a picture tomorrow if i remember and post it.

the night before that my other roommate and her sister who was visiting were donig henna. im not even sure if thats the way to use it in a sentence..but its that indian thing where you use tea and it sorta stains your skin for a few weeks? idk...google it if you dont know what im talking about. im not going to lie about this either, when i first saw it i thought it was really ugly and weird. there are a lot of muslim/indian pepole in ohio so i had kinda seen it before and i wasnt a fan. but a couple people came over and my roommates did it for them and it started looking pretty cool. plus it totally helps that my roommate who was doing it, is an art major...it makes it look a lot less messy. but i kept declining because a few weeks is a looonng time to have somehting on your skin. but then at like ...2 in the morning i agreed. haha seriously. so now i have this flower on my wrist. nobody notices it, and i think if they do they ust think its self tanner that i didnt rub in or something. ill try and take a picture of that too if i remember.

today i went to these seminars that the counseling department is putting on about Eating Disorders. i saw a flyer while i was wandering around trying to find my classes and decided that it would be realllllly interesting. and it has been! i took like 4 pages of notes. haha you can call me a dork..thats cool. the first one i went to was called 10 reasons/strategies for getting better and there were 2 really good speakers. one was the CEO of this place in orem called A Center For Change, and the other guy was one of the directors tehre. they had interesitn stories..the ceo was addicted to drugs and alcohol when he was in his 20s and now, even though he has been workin in an eating disorder clinic for over 25 years, his daughter has an eating disorder. it was soo incredible to hear what he had to say about that. tomorrow im going to my last one..the woman speaking wrote a book about recovering from an eating disorder. im excited..i just hope it gets out in time because ill only ahve 15 minutes to get to my next class which is on the opposite side of campus. lame.

well i definitely need to quit writing bc i have to wake up a lot earlier to get to that next seminar.
if i forget to post pictures, and you guys care...then remind me sometime
adios tacooooss

upgrade.

okay so here is a quick (very quick) update on my life.
i leave for school next friday.
i found out almost my entire tuition is paid for =]
i was called a racist at work the other day and was told infrotn of 28978 customers that i only do returns for white people and muslim people. haha um okay?
im prett ymuch positive taht i will bring 95% more stuff than what i have room for. its so stupid, and i KNOW it is but im convinced there will be a time when some shirt will match perfectly or come in handy even though ihavent worn it yet this year...yes, its true. im obsessive and turned my hangers the opposite way so i can see what i have worn and what i havent. basically if i havent worn it by now i should just give it away but i keep thinking what if...blbhalbhbah They say you wear 20% of your clothes 80% of the time. pretty much true.
hmmm. i guess thats all thats going on.
maybe i will have some reallly funny story about work or smoething before i go. so cross your fingers.
OH and today i bhought catch phrase...so you utah and idaho people get ready to play!! its basically the best game in the history of games. :)

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i baaaaaaasicallly just want to say that i hate Guiding Eyes.
they lie.
a lot.

These are the things i'm continuing to do..

so basically since my life consists of popping pills and sititng on the couch i figure i might as well record this goofy stories of what is happening to me.
Lets start with yesterday morning. It is 6 o clock and i wake up and i woke my mom up asking her if i could have more vicodin (my theory is its better to keep up than catch up on pain meds) so she gives it to me and i lay back down but i dont feel tired yet so i turn on my tv and power rangers is on..they havce some new one called power rangers RPM whatevfer that means. but i thought it was the BEST show of my life ...by now the vicodin had obviously kicked in. and i forced myself to stay up and watch it, i thought it was soo freaking interesting..like cars fly out of their stomachs now and stuff..but at the end it said To Be Continued...and i was piiiissedd so once i got over my intial anger of them not finishing what was probably the best show of my lifetime and i came up with the best idea ever. i decided that when i woke up i would set our DVR to tape every single Power Rangers RPM that was going to play for the next 2 weeks. It wasn't until i woke up and the drugs had worn off for the most part that i eralized that watching this above the influence was probably going to be a lot less cool.
then later i was laying on the couch and it was time for more of the meds so mo gave them to me and about 10 minutes later i was like 'mo these are good times. dont you love good times? we're sitting here, changing our lives by watching oprah. we're laying here..we can sleep. we can chill. we are eating creamsicles. we can just have good times. lets do the macarena mo. want to do the macarena? i'll do it with you mo. because there are good times' hahah so yes, i did the macarena. mo didnt. but i knew she wanted to...deep inside.

this morning i woke up at 730 and went and got 2 vicodin which i havent taken since the last time i wrote in this...becasue it made me shaky and nauseous. but seriously the pain was soo bad this morning and i didnt know why. so i took the medicine..and when i woke back up at 11 i had blood on my teeth. which i dont think is supposed to happen. so i put those guaze things back in my mouth and let me tell you, that is EVEN MORE disgusting when you aren't on anesthesia. because they are so dry. and they just sit in your mouth. doing nothing but soaking it up. and there was some blood. my mom thinks maybe i grind my teeth in my sleep which is ripping up my mouth. who knoowws. hopefully it goes away...like now. because its gross and i have to work tomorrow. :(